Love and War, Chapter 13

Chapter 13 "Ow get it out of my eyes!" Polly thought as she woke up with a bright light shinning on her, had she died? Was this what heavan was like? "Polly...Polly." She heard a faint voice in the distant, it sounded like, like Jessica, had she died too? "Polly!" Jess said which fully got Polly out of her halusination. "I'm not dead, am I Jess?" Jess looked at Polly, her eyes full of anger. " No you're not dead, thats what you wanted though wasn't it! To die, and leave your mother with out a child, me with out a friend, your baby with out the chance of life and Matt with out you. Did you not think of any of that???" Jess asked, she had no clue about what had happened to Matt. "Yes I did think of that, Matt is the reason I did this Jess...he's dead." Pollys face got slightly sweeter. " Oh my god Polly I'm so sorry, how did he...you know?" Polly looked down, a tear in her eye, tears had become all to familiar to Pollys eyes. "They don't know, he just went missing and is thought of to be dead." Jess' face got brighter and happier, Polly wounded why on earth she was so happy to hear that. "You mean, there is still a chance that he is alive, they haven't found the body after all, they have nothing to suggest that he is." Polly didn't think like Jess, Polly thought of the bad side, it was Jess who thought of the good things. "I guess your right, but I don't want to think like that only for him to never return back." Suddenly Polly remembered about something. "How is my baby, is my baby alright?" "Yup, your daughters a little surviver you know that, why did you want to give her life up, and yours?" Polly looked down, she was now ashamed of what she had done. "I just wanted to be with Matt again, I wasn't thinking straight I..." Jess regretted even asking Polly because she seen that Polly was still upset about it and so she quickly changed the subject. Two days later Polly was cleared to go home, things were well physically, mentally thogh Polly might as well have been dead, and she almost was, how could she be so selfish? Polly slowely opened the door, expecting to see a empty bottle of rum and pills and a bunch of brooken things spread across the house. But there was nothing, it was all nice and tidy. Straight away Polly knew that it was Jess who had cleaned up for her. Polly was thankfull to have such a great friend like Jess.